on the mind.
June 22, 2001

RANT #83: Misc.
everyone... at some point
 
Summary: many thoughts on the mind... too many thoughts
 
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as i sit in front of my laptop i wonder... what should i write? i wanna write. there is so much i want to say, yet, words are just blabber.  thoughts are overloading my mind; swimming, floating, mingling, flowing... mist-like... vapours... expanding in my mind... yearning to be released, yet, fearful of what repecussions would be had.  all to the door... exit... reprehensive, reproachful... closer... nearer... corridor narrows... light pours in... ...

nothing.

sigh* so many thoughts. too many thoughts... intertwined and amalgamated... all one in the same, yet no. related? perhaps.
why must these thoughts persist in my experience?why must these thoughts prevail in my mind?
why must these thoughts plague my heart?

reminise of the past. reflect on the present. wonder for the future...
was it the right decision? i think so. isn't it?
was my thinking flawed? weren't my feelings genuine?
yes. they were. i know. i know in my reasoning? my heart? no. i know in myself... my feelings were real. it was right. for me.... for us...

fate will be of us... let go, and be... soar through the journey... open your wings...
mind clearing... thoughts... separating aggregates... in line, in order, single file, organization... through the door... thoughts are no matter... clear...
release yourself... be yourself... cease thinking of life and live... ...be.

i love you.
 


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